So I sent an e-mail to the paddle centre explaining that I can't paddle anymore because of EDS. The following morning, they replied and were most excellent about it. They refunded me, no questions asked and still offered to involve me in their bbq's after the evening paddles that I used to be able to participate in. This is the same place that has encouraged me take the kiddo's I teach on the water, worked around the kiddo's needs and wouldn't let me pay for it. So if you're ever in Toronto and looking for something to do, I suggest going for a paddle. http://www.paddletoronto.com
I'm still really struggling with having to give paddling up. Just imagine having to give up the thing that makes you feel whole and the place where you're happiest for a wheelchair. *bangs head on wall* I think the combination of having to give up a lot, coming down from the EDNF conference high, and getting wheels all within a couple weeks of each other hasn't been the greatest thing for this girl.
Okay, on to the g-tube thoughts. Excited?
This is something I've been thinking about for about the last 1.5 years. I have both pharyngeal and esophageal dysphagia, along with some pretty crazy reflux and throw in some TMJ issues for fun. For the reflux, pharmaceuticals haven't helped at all and with natural medicine and diet modification it's gotten a bit better. However, when my hormones are crazy or my suspected dysautonomia is acting up nothing helps. Forget the food, water makes me reflux. The choking, yeah it's a mess. To put it this way, I choke on all foods including liquids. I often block off my airway, or aspirate. This has resulted in pneumonia 4 times. When the hormones are crazy or the "dysautonomia" is in full force, I do nothing but choke or puke, which makes me avoid eating all together. After getting a bunch of tests done and an evaluation by a Speech and Language Path, they said there wasn't really anything the could do. They told me that I needed to get checked every 6 months for esophageal cancer due to the reflux, to avoid eating alone and keep doing what I'm doing. This was pre-neck sublux for the second time and pre-"dysautonomia". So here's my rationale for the g-tube. It will safely provide me with adequate nutrition when reflux and choking are out of control, it's a lot more safe than eating alone and it would ideally help decrease the chances of esophageal cancer if I'm not refluxing from eating orally. It would also give my jaw a break. As an added bonus, I already have training and experience. Waddayathink?
And just for fun, I found this and think you may get a kick out of it! It's kid-friendly virtual surgery!!! http://www.edheads.org/activities/hip2/swf/index.htm how cool is that?!
That's it from this end of the pond, more to come later.
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